Inspiration

Peyton Sawyer once said"I want my art to mean something ,you know ,like when you see your favorite band live and you have something to believe in again" .That got me thinking when will I have that moment ,times go past and I just don,t know about things anymore,I,

m 18 but feel like i,m 26,like Drake said"am I  really this young to be feeling this old".I wanna be traveling the world ,making clothes ,just experiencing what life is really about,but instead I have to grind harder to even reach those dreams ,my mom didn't give that safety net or that ability to depend on her in my years of being a young adult ,I have to do everything on my own.sometimes I wish I had the help or I wish I had rich parents that had a trust fund set up for me when I turned 18 lmao ,if only we all could be like Naomi for 90210 but hey you have to roll with the punches ,I got to work whenever I can,I got to my college classes despite the long commute ,my days are becoming one big glob and its so boring ,so its up to me to spice it up a little bit.Tell me about your struggles in the comments and how your working to overcome them .