New Beginnings

Hello my fellow bloggers i haven't blogged in two years and now I think its time I start  back .Lately I've been going  thru this rough patch of life .And its crazy because I'm only 21 and I should be having my head stuck down a vodka bottle and going on endless shopping sprees  but instead I spend nights tossing and turning because I feel like I'm running out of time .We live in a world were everything is fast paced , we can get food within 30 minutes , you can kiss a celebrity at 11:30pm at the club and  you already have 15,00 extra followers by the time the internet finds out at 11:45. Day in an day out I sit here and plan out my future everyday like its my meal plan because I'm so scared for things to go off the rails .I should be having more fun and going bout but I'm constantly planning out my future ,maybe because when I bring a child in the world I wanna be prepared but you can only be prepared for so many things ,But here to just figuring that shit out , its like one minute I'm okay with everything and the next im just stressing out cause i want m debt to be payed off in  a few months ,but here's to just taking a step at a time .