New Updates

Hello everyone per the last post Ive guessed you seen that I'm on here and will be more often , I wanna start back doing music Monday's but more of songs that have helped thru my darkest of times and song that just make me happy every time I hear that or that one song I can never listen to again because all I could thing about is my  ex , Yeah that song I think we all have one of those .So this will be more about everyday things and what goes, I feel as if I cant do this with my friends sad because nobody really truly gets me but one voice and one person is all you need to make you feel alright.

New Beginnings

Hello my fellow bloggers i haven't blogged in two years and now I think its time I start  back .Lately I've been going  thru this rough patch of life .And its crazy because I'm only 21 and I should be having my head stuck down a vodka bottle and going on endless shopping sprees  but instead I spend nights tossing and turning because I feel like I'm running out of time .We live in a world were everything is fast paced , we can get food within 30 minutes , you can kiss a celebrity at 11:30pm at the club and  you already have 15,00 extra followers by the time the internet finds out at 11:45. Day in an day out I sit here and plan out my future everyday like its my meal plan because I'm so scared for things to go off the rails .I should be having more fun and going bout but I'm constantly planning out my future ,maybe because when I bring a child in the world I wanna be prepared but you can only be prepared for so many things ,But here to just figuring that shit out , its like one minute I'm okay with everything and the next im just stressing out cause i want m debt to be payed off in  a few months ,but here's to just taking a step at a time .

My YouTube channel

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCiv9_aLXX2hdrLFEdLk310Q

sneak Peak

So hey guys little do you know ive been trying to push my singing career since it has been a dream of mine i never really like thought I would do this but I am .

New Youtube Channel

Hey everyone so I have made the very scary decision to share my my voice and let others judge it ,so every Friday on my Youtube channel I will be posting Youtube videos of cover of songs and some will be me just fooling around ,so just let me know what you think guys

https://youtu.be/Mip1egD9_k8 here the one I posted today so let me know

Acceptance

 This word right here is going to mean so much ,no matter what stage in your life you are going through .Acceptance is one of the last steps you go through when your grieving, afte the anger and denial and the blaming and slef blaming youbfinally accept the situation for what it is .

Who we are and who we wanna be ?

       Remember when we were kids and people asked us what we wanted to be .When I was in the 5th grade and this exact question was asked ,the answers that went around the table were "doctor, police officer, nurse" .And when my turn came up I said "oh a playboy bunny". Everybody looked at me and then started cracking up laughing ,I mean I really didn't have a answer and considering I watched (Girls Next Door) the answer was bound to come out eventually. I guess then I really wasn't concerned about a career I was just making sure I didn't miss Hannah Montana and was up to date on all things Jonas Brothers. But all jokes aside ,why at a young age do we have to choose who we want to be ,I feel constantly that a ticking clock having to pick something. What if I go to school for a career and then don't like it and then I'm stuck, you see what I'm saying .Then people criticize you if you don't go to college and want to do something completely different I'm gonna say this and say it over and over again ,fuck what people say do what makes you happy because at the end of the day ,its about you looking back 20 and 30 years from wondering if you should have did this and that. If u wanna be a magician do it ,you could be the next Houdini or David Blane .Girls if you love science and math don't let no man discourage you from not do so ,Because last time I checked us women are successful in everything we do.

Im back

Yes its me hear and ready for the world lets just hope its ready for me and everything that comes with it .I spend most of my days bored so I will make sure im on here more often and check in on yo guys more often.So let me know how you guys are doing or not lmao,since most people dont comment but i would love if you guys did

Lana Del Rey please come back to chicago

So sadly I miss Lana every time she comes to Chicago and the the two main reasons are because I don't have anybody to come with me or mainly because I don't have the money,she came this year in May and then came again in July for Lollapolloz

a and I missed that again ,so hopefully she comes back for a Honeymoon tour because I really want to see her live.

Hi everyone

         Hey guys,I don't know who watching or even reading this blog at this moment lol .I just came by to give a positive notion and a good vibe to everybody today ,I hope everyone is having a good day and things are well.I have a quick question :Am I the only one who misses that phase in life where you have responsibility but not to much and things are just fine,I wish I had that again.But no matter how things present themselves they can always be worse so just hope for the best and here's a quote to leave you with brb

Inspiration

Peyton Sawyer once said"I want my art to mean something ,you know ,like when you see your favorite band live and you have something to believe in again" .That got me thinking when will I have that moment ,times go past and I just don,t know about things anymore,I,

m 18 but feel like i,m 26,like Drake said"am I  really this young to be feeling this old".I wanna be traveling the world ,making clothes ,just experiencing what life is really about,but instead I have to grind harder to even reach those dreams ,my mom didn't give that safety net or that ability to depend on her in my years of being a young adult ,I have to do everything on my own.sometimes I wish I had the help or I wish I had rich parents that had a trust fund set up for me when I turned 18 lmao ,if only we all could be like Naomi for 90210 but hey you have to roll with the punches ,I got to work whenever I can,I got to my college classes despite the long commute ,my days are becoming one big glob and its so boring ,so its up to me to spice it up a little bit.Tell me about your struggles in the comments and how your working to overcome them .

Helllllooo my beautiful people

I hope everybody is doing well and is working towards there goal in life, sadly I still haven't been able to find a job but luckily I will but its really hard when you have applied everywhere lol. Also, summer isn't the same with me as a kid I always wanted to go to summer camp and meet a really cute boy and have a summer fling, or even in high school go to the dopest parties and just have the time of my life. Even if I wasn't able to do all those things .But just know its never too late you can be the one to throw the party and I might be a little to late for the summer camp but  still want to travel the world a little but though so I guess that can replace it .Tell what things your planning on doing before you go back to school or start college let me know in the comments

Random Post

This is so random I love this picture of Anna Nicole Smith ,she was so pretty , just loved everything about her.So sad to see her gone and its shocking because her daughter is a spitting image of her .

New segment called Question Of The Day

what things or people keep you going to help you achieve your dreams ? Please I want to know feel free to comment ,I love to see where people inspiration comes from and how one person or thing can just change all of that .

Hi ,everybody

Hi, guys sorry Ive been ghost for so long its just life gets in the way of things that are truly important ,I'm been through the ringer and have never came out more stronger and I have my family and friends to thank for there underlying support and everything that they do for us .I also want to make this blog more about us teens or young adults because we go through everyday struggles that even are own mom doesn't know about .So I want to get as many people involved as I

can an make this page more positive that what it already was.

Topics

Hi,guys if you are interested in my talking about any specific topics I would be glad to give my opinion so commet some topics you want me to talk about .

Holiday Deals

So ,with Thanksgiving right around the corner that's let's us know one thing. That Christmas is not to far way ,so I have a good idea if your someone who loves designer clothes or knows somebody that does. I have the perfect website https://www.theoutnet.com/en-US/.This site is perfect for getting the latest designer clothes for up to 80% off.

New Beginnings

    Hi, you guys ,happy school year and I hope your guys are just as high as the data plan lol. 
All jokes aside I will be making this site more about life and things I feel us as teens should know .
Yes, there will be some gossip but it will be less likely and I will post more life lessons instead .

REST IN PEACE MARILYN MONROE

On this day in 1962 ,one of the first blonde bombshells to hit the big screen passed away on the is day .To her close family and friends they know her as Norma Jean but we know her as the beautiful and iconic Miss Marilyn Monroe .Today marks the 53 years she has been gone .

Photos Courtesy of Tumblr  

A Little DIY to start the day

As the temperatures are getting hotter and we start worrying about how were going to keep our skin from drying out in the summer sun .We turn to the good ole DIY Beauty Mask to help us keep our faces glowing and healthy all summer long .