Acceptance

 This word right here is going to mean so much ,no matter what stage in your life you are going through .Acceptance is one of the last steps you go through when your grieving, afte the anger and denial and the blaming and slef blaming youbfinally accept the situation for what it is .

Who we are and who we wanna be ?

       Remember when we were kids and people asked us what we wanted to be .When I was in the 5th grade and this exact question was asked ,the answers that went around the table were "doctor, police officer, nurse" .And when my turn came up I said "oh a playboy bunny". Everybody looked at me and then started cracking up laughing ,I mean I really didn't have a answer and considering I watched (Girls Next Door) the answer was bound to come out eventually. I guess then I really wasn't concerned about a career I was just making sure I didn't miss Hannah Montana and was up to date on all things Jonas Brothers. But all jokes aside ,why at a young age do we have to choose who we want to be ,I feel constantly that a ticking clock having to pick something. What if I go to school for a career and then don't like it and then I'm stuck, you see what I'm saying .Then people criticize you if you don't go to college and want to do something completely different I'm gonna say this and say it over and over again ,fuck what people say do what makes you happy because at the end of the day ,its about you looking back 20 and 30 years from wondering if you should have did this and that. If u wanna be a magician do it ,you could be the next Houdini or David Blane .Girls if you love science and math don't let no man discourage you from not do so ,Because last time I checked us women are successful in everything we do.

Im back

Yes its me hear and ready for the world lets just hope its ready for me and everything that comes with it .I spend most of my days bored so I will make sure im on here more often and check in on yo guys more often.So let me know how you guys are doing or not lmao,since most people dont comment but i would love if you guys did

Lana Del Rey please come back to chicago

So sadly I miss Lana every time she comes to Chicago and the the two main reasons are because I don't have anybody to come with me or mainly because I don't have the money,she came this year in May and then came again in July for Lollapolloz

a and I missed that again ,so hopefully she comes back for a Honeymoon tour because I really want to see her live.

Hi everyone

         Hey guys,I don't know who watching or even reading this blog at this moment lol .I just came by to give a positive notion and a good vibe to everybody today ,I hope everyone is having a good day and things are well.I have a quick question :Am I the only one who misses that phase in life where you have responsibility but not to much and things are just fine,I wish I had that again.But no matter how things present themselves they can always be worse so just hope for the best and here's a quote to leave you with brb

Inspiration

Peyton Sawyer once said"I want my art to mean something ,you know ,like when you see your favorite band live and you have something to believe in again" .That got me thinking when will I have that moment ,times go past and I just don,t know about things anymore,I,

m 18 but feel like i,m 26,like Drake said"am I  really this young to be feeling this old".I wanna be traveling the world ,making clothes ,just experiencing what life is really about,but instead I have to grind harder to even reach those dreams ,my mom didn't give that safety net or that ability to depend on her in my years of being a young adult ,I have to do everything on my own.sometimes I wish I had the help or I wish I had rich parents that had a trust fund set up for me when I turned 18 lmao ,if only we all could be like Naomi for 90210 but hey you have to roll with the punches ,I got to work whenever I can,I got to my college classes despite the long commute ,my days are becoming one big glob and its so boring ,so its up to me to spice it up a little bit.Tell me about your struggles in the comments and how your working to overcome them .

Helllllooo my beautiful people

I hope everybody is doing well and is working towards there goal in life, sadly I still haven't been able to find a job but luckily I will but its really hard when you have applied everywhere lol. Also, summer isn't the same with me as a kid I always wanted to go to summer camp and meet a really cute boy and have a summer fling, or even in high school go to the dopest parties and just have the time of my life. Even if I wasn't able to do all those things .But just know its never too late you can be the one to throw the party and I might be a little to late for the summer camp but  still want to travel the world a little but though so I guess that can replace it .Tell what things your planning on doing before you go back to school or start college let me know in the comments